SEX, DRUGS, AND HEARTBREAK
Today is two days after my 37th birthday. Do I feel old? Do I feel older? Not really. As I ponder briefly over my 37 years of existence, I think, Wow, ive done, and been through some really interesting times in my life. So, ive decided to go back in time and record the excitement, disappointment, the relationships, and the loss ive encountered so far. What a ride it has been. From promiscuous activity, to drugs, affairs, and yes even being blessed with undeserving talents. You see, things have come easy for me, and ive sqaundered so much in my life, but what can I say. People attract to me, they listen to me, and whats even sadder than that is, they believe what I say. Now im not a bad person, and care for many people in my life, but god have I done so many wrong. Maybe in some way, I want these people to know what ive done. The pain that ive caused over the years is irreversible, but hopefully one day I will be forgiven. This is my life!